Lookiosushi

Alright, so I might post more stuff on here, but I won't be as active here as I am on Tumblr

Okay, I give up

I'm done with this site

I'm gonna post one more thing, and then I'm done (it's gonna be the 2013, 2012, 2011, 2010 improvement thing)

I'm gonna be more active on tumblr now

but it's not like anyone cares...

I never really told anyone how old I am, did I?


well here it is, my real age




















































I'm 16 today X3

I'm startin to lose faith in this website and I'm at the point of not even using this account anymore

it's like whenever I submit something here, I hardly get any feedback

I even started on a contest to get things pumping by making 1st prize 100 points

I honestly thought that would get people's blood pumping and start having fun with it

I obviously canceled it for now due to the fact that, well, I only had one entry

I even opened up requests

I also put all of my deviations in storage and I have a feeling that it's going to stay that way

hell, your probably not even going to read this journal

I feel as though this journal is the only way of getting anyone's attention

now I'm not saying "look at this journal and feel sympathetic towards me", I just wanna know what the hell you want from me

your probably not reading this though... oh well

THIS IS A JOURNAL TO ALL THE SAD PEOPLE:

Alright, since I watch a lot of people, I get to see a lot of journal entries. Basically, a majority of those journal entries are, in all honesty, depressing. Hell, some of mine are depressing when I look back at some of them. It is good to vent, but it's not good to wanna die. You only have one life to live, so why not live it up to the fullest? You may think things will never get better, but they will. They won't get better right away, but eventually, they will get better. At one point, I was in a shit hole. My whole family was dysfunctional and I couldn't stand a majority of the people in my grade (I still kinda do honestly). Also, we realized my mom became VERY VERY ill when my mom and dad's divorce was finalized, but she moves on, she's not giving up without a fight. She wants to be healthy again, so she isn't going to just give up. I'm sure that there are a lot of people who would just give up if they were in her shoes. Also, the reason for this depression is because of all the hate amongst the youth of today. People just hate and hate and hate. Hate is so strong, that we don't need more of it, especially for the young people. What's the point with all this hate? I don't hate anyone. I'll be friends with anyone who needs one. It just upsets me to see all these depressing vents about how they either wanna die, it's not going to get better, or they think they're nothing. Honestly, you shouldn't die because you have so much to live for, it will get better but it won't happen right away, and you are not nothing, you are something because you were born for a reason. Everyday is a treasure, not a given. You never know when you're gonna go. Whenever I say that to people though, they laugh and think thats just stupid. It's not stupid, it's true. You might wake up one morning and realize you're not gonna live to your next birthday or your death might come unexpectedly. It's horrible, but it's true. When that day does come, people will care. And if you care about someone, let them know that because you have no idea how much that means to him/her. Think about all the good things in your life because there are people out there who have a harder time than you and they wanna move on because they know things will get better...

Thats all I have to say.

(Don't post a comment on here saying how much depressing journals annoy you because that is not what I'm saying at all. I also don't want any comments saying that all of this is BS because 1 you have no argument to back you up and 2 the point of this journal was to at least feel a little better.)